angiepants [one pocket at a time]
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On sorrows left to settle in the stomach
I’m stressed. I don’t know how best make this sound intriguing, but that’s it. I tend to ask others about their days, goals and frustrations-but I’m holding mine in writing instead:
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Finding Housing starting June 17th and years after that. (Btw: I’ve never paid for Housing, cable, or even know what it like to deal with a landlord and utilities)
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Being available to Residents. Actually having time to discuss deeper things. Being able to plan more fun events and decorate nicer hallways for them. I want to be so much more for them at times.
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Getting in some kind of shape. I feel overall plumper and having to be half naked for joint mobilizations and examinations during winter doesn’t help.
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Doing well in school. There’s been a lot more pressure recently to ‘think’ like a good Clinical Practitioner and get lots of outside experience. It’s a challenge to keep up on every part.
The last three days I’ve had sharp, needle pains in my stomach that are literally gut wrenching. They lasted a few hours each and I was left unwilling to socialize with my classmates (friends!) next to me or completely incapable of comprehending 3 hour lectures. I don’t eat ‘badly’ but I now have to put conscious effort into making everything basic, simple and non-aggravating to get off this tummy track. This stress is hard to digest.
The most dangerous weapon is anything from the kitchen.
My stomach hurts. My insides are cringing. No matter how much pressure I lay on it or basic foods I eat it won’t go away
My head hurts. My hormone or emotional levels are running rampant. My uncontrolled reaction was spontaneously bursting into tears during an earlier phone call from these consistent headaches. No matter how much water I drink or Tylenol I take it won’t go away.
I have a Pharmacology exam tomorrow and I would like to have both my stomach and head back, please.
I’m not used to this over encompassing pain and confusion. The only brief sense of relief has been from my cold linoleum floor and bypassing my sprawled out study flashcards.
